The more I learn, the more I feel the strong desire to be authentic. To be me. I don't wanna be this girl to those people and that girl to others, I wanna be more than that, I want to be me...and I want me to be a girl that is nuts about Jesus Christ, becoming more like him, devoted no matter what to trusting what he says. I can't give him anything more than my life and my heart, so why am I holding pieces back when he promises that it is safe to let them go; that weak stuff that he can use for His good bc he is strong.
My heart yearns for complete surreneder, not only for me, but the people all around me. Praying for clarity where my heart aches for that this year. Show me Father, your will for me and my life. Pour into me so I can pour into others. But help me always remember that without you, I have nothing to give.
